In Verse, the Wet-Nurse Beholds the Newborn Buddha
The hymn retells the ancient kalpa, the first buddha's arising, and the wet-nurse's own identification with the deva herself, then lingers on a single image: her gaze fixed on the newborn's inconceivable body, unable to see even the crown of his head, before she herself raises the mind of awakening and dedicates herself to a vast ocean of vows.
An Ancient Kalpa, and the Wet-Nurse Named Again
「過億剎塵劫, 劫名可悅樂,
八十那由他, 如來出興世,
最初如來名, 無壞自在幢。
我時見彼佛, 金色林中生,
乳母離垢光, 今則我身是。
太子金色身, 天王抱授我,
敬受無上人, 觀察不見頂。
圓體難思議, 視之無厭足,
離垢清淨身, 相好自莊嚴。」
"Beyond kalpas as numerous as motes of dust in a koṭi of lands, there was a kalpa named Delightful; eighty nayutas of tathāgatas arose in the world, and the very first tathāgata was named King of the Indestructible Sovereign Banner.
At that time, I beheld that buddha, born within a golden forest; the wet-nurse, Stainless Light, is none other than myself now.
The prince's own golden body, the deva-kings placed in my arms; reverently receiving the one unsurpassed, I gazed upon him, yet could not see the crown of his head.
His perfect form, inconceivable, I beheld it without ever growing weary; his stainless, pure body, adorned of itself with every auspicious mark."
Fazang names this second movement of the twenty-three-and-a-half-stanza hymn: 二有八偈半明初佛所發心得法 — "second, eight and a half stanzas revealing the first buddha's own raising of the mind and attainment of the Dharma." The half-stanza in his count is this very passage: the opening six-line block above runs to six lines rather than the usual four, the same irregular stanza length this collection has now met more than once in this teacher's own hymns. One detail worth pausing on: "觀察不見頂" — gazing upon the newborn, she cannot see even the crown of his head. This is the uṣṇīṣa mark, one of the thirty-two marks of a great being, described here at its very first appearance not as a visible feature but as something that exceeds sight altogether — a form too vast, even in infancy, to be taken in whole.
Raising the Mind of Awakening
「我見妙寶像, 歡喜心無量,
思惟難思議, 長養功德海。
見彼自在力, 我發菩提心,
專求佛功德, 具足諸願海。
嚴淨諸世界, 遠離三惡道,
於諸世界中, 供養一切佛。
專求大願海, 除滅眾生苦,
聞彼初佛法, 成就此法門。」
"Beholding this sublime, jeweled image, my heart rejoiced without measure; contemplating the inconceivable, I nurtured the very ocean of merit.
Beholding that sovereign power, I raised the mind of awakening, single-mindedly seeking the buddha's own merit, fully endowed with the whole ocean of vows.
Adorning and purifying every world, departing far from the three evil destinies, within every world, I made offerings to every buddha.
Single-mindedly seeking the ocean of the great vow, extinguishing the suffering of sentient beings, hearing that first buddha's own Dharma, I accomplished this very Dharma-gate."
The movement Fazang names turns, across these four stanzas, from beholding to acting: the wet-nurse's own wonder at the newborn becomes, within the space of a single stanza, her own raising of the mind of awakening, and from there directly into vows of her own — adorning worlds, making offerings to every buddha, seeking to extinguish the suffering of sentient beings. The closing line, "hearing that first buddha's own Dharma, I accomplished this very Dharma-gate," restates in verse exactly what the prose account already told: her attainment did not require a lifetime of separate cultivation, but arrived directly from that first encounter itself.
Part 134 In Progress
Eight and a half stanzas on the first buddha's own arising and the wet-nurse's attainment are now complete. Part 135 turns to the hymn's third movement — thirteen stanzas on further offerings to countless buddhas across kalpas beyond counting.
Continue to Part 135 →