Part 185 of the collection · Teacher 40 of 53: Gopā (48 of ~?) · Fascicle 56 of 60 · T278

A Tainted Offering, Two Hundred Fifty Kalpas Protected

Gopā reveals her own past self: an elder's daughter who, encountering the monk Excellent Light-Brightness for the first time, gives to his alms bowl with a mind tainted by desire. Despite the impurity of her own motive, that single offering to a true child of the Buddha protects her from the three evil destinies for two hundred and fifty kalpas — after which she is reborn as the very girl this whole account has already told.

Translator: Ru-Yi Meditation Center Status: Part 185 of 454 complete Source: Taishō T278, 入法界品第三十四之十三 (Buddhabhadra, Eastern Jin) Reading notes after Fazang's 華嚴經探玄記 (T1733)

An Elder's Daughter, and an Offering Tainted by Desire

Chinese Source

「爾時有長者, 名曰歡喜幢,
我為長者女, 名曰隨順光。

時我於城中, 遇見善光明,
相好莊嚴身, 歡喜心無量。

次乞至我門, 我以染心施,
摩尼莊嚴具, 投彼善光鉢。

雖以染愛心, 供養彼佛子,
二百五十劫, 不經三惡道。」

Ru-Yi Translation

"At that time, there was an elder, named Banner of Joy; I was that elder's own daughter, named Light of According-With.

At that time, within the city, I encountered Excellent Light-Brightness, his body adorned with every auspicious mark, and my joy was without measure.

As he went begging in turn to my own gate, I, with a defiled mind, gave — placing a maṇi-jeweled ornament into that Excellent Light-Brightness's own alms bowl.

Although it was with a defiled, loving mind that I made this offering to that child of the Buddha, for two hundred and fifty kalpas, I did not pass through the three evil destinies."

Reading note — after Fazang

Gopā names her own motive without any softening — "with a defiled mind," 染心, the same term used elsewhere in this account for the prince's own initial desire toward her. What this stanza insists on is that the field of the offering, a true child of the Buddha, outweighs the impurity of the intention behind it: two hundred and fifty kalpas of protection from the three evil destinies, earned from a single gesture whose motive she does not pretend was pure. This is a striking counterpoint to the usual Buddhist emphasis on intention as the measure of karma — here, the recipient's own sanctity carries weight enough to overcome a compromised giver's own state of mind.

Rebirth, and a Name Already Known

Chinese Source

「常於天人中, 尊貴王家生,
恒見善光明, 妙相莊嚴身。

於後所過劫, 二百有五十,
善現女家生, 名離垢妙德。」

Ru-Yi Translation

"Constantly among devas and humans, I was born into honored, royal families, and continually beheld Excellent Light-Brightness, his body adorned with sublime marks.

After that, having passed through two hundred and fifty further kalpas, I was born into the family of Sublimely Manifest's own daughter, named Stainless, Sublime Virtue."

Reading note — after Fazang

This stanza closes the loop this whole hymn has been building toward: the girl named Stainless, Sublime Virtue, whose lotus birth and courtship by the prince this account already told in full prose, was not a beginning but a culmination — the fruit of two hundred and fifty kalpas of protected rebirths, themselves the fruit of a single tainted offering two hundred and fifty kalpas before that. Five hundred kalpas in total separate the young woman first begging alms of a wandering monk from the girl later found seated in a jeweled lotus, waiting for a prince who turns out to be Śākyamuni himself.

Part 185 In Progress

The deep root of the earlier story is now fully revealed. Part 186 rejoins the account already told — Gopā beholding the prince, meeting the buddha Supreme Sun-Light, and, after that kalpa's own final buddha, attaining the very Dharma-gate her whole testimony has centered on.

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