Reading guide
A poem named for her, narrating his story instead
Kāḷa's opening declaration — ‘having cut Cāpā's bond, I'll go forth once again’ — opens a poem that will track his return to the path in detail, while Cāpā's own eventual realization, though the colophon names her a senior nun, is never directly stated in the verses themselves.
An escalating series of appeals, and their most extreme point
Cāpā's attempts to hold him move from persuasion to beauty (‘when I am so very beautiful, how can you abandon me?’) to their child, and finally to a direct threat: ‘I'll strike him to the ground right here, with a stick or with a knife!’ Kāḷa's reply is unflinching — he will not return, ‘not even for the child's sake’.
A single act of devotion, amid total confrontation
After every appeal fails, Cāpā's own final words in the poem ask Kāḷa to carry her respects to the Buddha and ‘dedicate my religious donation’ — her one explicit act of faith, entrusted entirely to the man she could not keep.
A third-person close, following only his path to the end
The poem's last verses shift to plain narration: Kāḷa reaches the Nerañjarā River, hears the Buddha teach the four noble truths, goes forth, and ‘attained the three knowledges, and fulfilled the Buddha's instructions’ — a poem attributed to a nun, closing entirely on a man's completed journey.
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The text
§1“Once I carried a hermit’s staff, but these days I hunt deer. My desires have made me unable to cross from the awful marsh to the far shore. Thinking me so in love with her, Cāpā kept our son happy. Having cut Cāpā’s bond, I’ll go forth once again.”
§2“Don’t be mad at me, great hero! Don’t be mad at me, great sage! If you’re mired in anger you can’t stay pure, let alone be fervent.” “I’m going to leave Nālā! For who’d stay here at Nālā! With their figures, the women trap ascetics who live righteously.”
§3“Please, Kāḷa, come back to me. Enjoy pleasures like you did before. I’ll be under your control, along with any relatives I have.” “Cāpā, if even a quarter of what you say were true, it would be a splendid thing for a man in love with you!”
§4“Kāḷa, I am like a sprouting iris flowering on a mountain top, like a blossoming pomegranate, like a patala tree on an isle; my limbs are anointed with yellow sandalwood, and I wear the finest Kāsi cloth: when I am so very beautiful, how can you abandon me and leave?”
§5“You’re like a fowler who wants to catch a bird; but you won’t trap me with your captivating form.” “But this child, my fruit, was begotten by you, Kāḷa. When I have this child, how can you abandon me and leave?”
§6“The wise give up children, family, and wealth. Great heroes go forth like elephants breaking their bonds.” “Now, this son of yours: I’ll strike him to the ground right here, with a stick or with a knife! Grieving your son, you will not leave.”
§7“Even if you feed our son to jackals and dogs, I’d never return again, you bitch, not even for the child’s sake.” “Well then, sir, tell me, where will you go, Kāḷa? To what village or town, city or capital?”
§8“Last time we had followers, we weren’t ascetics, we just thought we were. We wandered from village to village, to cities and capitals. But now the Blessed One, the Buddha, back on the bank of the Nerañjara River, teaches the Dhamma so that living creatures may abandon all suffering. I shall go to his presence, he shall be my Teacher.”
§9“Now please convey my respects to the supreme protector of the world. Circling him to your right, dedicate my religious donation.” “This is the proper thing to do, just as you have said to me. I’ll convey your respects to the supreme protector of the world. Circling him to my right, I’ll dedicate your religious donation.”
§10Then Kāḷa set out back to the bank of the Nerañjara River. He saw the Awakened One teaching the state free of death: suffering, suffering’s origin, suffering’s transcendence, and the noble eightfold path that leads to the stilling of suffering. He paid homage at his feet, circling him to his right, and conveyed Cāpā’s dedication; then he went forth to homelessness. He attained the three knowledges, and fulfilled the Buddha’s instructions.
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