Repentance Liturgy · The Obstruction of Affliction, Part 1 of 3

Fascicle 1

Refuge, the sevenfold mind, and the confession of affliction《慈悲水懺法》卷上

The liturgy opens with refuge in the Three Jewels, then sets out the seven attitudes of mind — shame, dread, revulsion, and more — that it argues must be cultivated before confession can mean anything at all, before turning to the first of the three obstructions: the mental poisons of greed, hatred, and delusion, confessed here through an exhaustive numerical accounting running from three categories of fault up to a hundred and eight.

Translator: Ru-Yi Meditation Center Source: Taishō T1910 Obstruction 1 of 3: Affliction (煩惱障) Status: complete
Chinese
《慈悲水懺法》卷上 — the first of three fascicles of the Water Repentance.
Covers
Refuge in the Three Jewels; the sevenfold mind that prepares a practitioner for confession; and the full confession of the first of the three obstructions, the obstruction of affliction (煩惱障) — the karma of mind itself, greed, hatred, and delusion, enumerated through an ascending numerical framework.
Genre note
Continuous liturgical prose meant to be recited, not narrative. This translation divides it into four numbered sections for readability; the original carries no internal headings.
A recurring formula
A sixteen-name roll call of Buddhas and bodhisattvas closes each major unit of confession in this fascicle. It is translated in full every time it appears. "We disciples" translates the ritual placeholder 某甲 ("so-and-so"), spoken by whoever is performing the rite in place of their own name.
Difficulty
★★★☆☆ — the fourth section in particular works through a long climbing sequence of Abhidharma-style numerical categories (three poisons, four floods, five hindrances, and onward to the hundred and eight afflictions) that reads more like a doctrinal reference list than continuous argument.

Opening the Rite

Every session of this liturgy begins the same way: a single line of homage to the Buddhas of the three times, followed by the seven Buddhas of remotest antiquity, before the confession proper begins.

Chinese Source

啟運慈悲道場懺法
一心歸命三世諸佛 南無過去毘婆尸佛 南無尸棄佛 南無毘舍浮佛 南無拘留孫佛 南無拘那含牟尼佛 南無迦葉佛 南無本師釋迦牟尼佛 南無當來彌勒尊佛

Ru-Yi Translation

Opening the Rite of the Hall of Compassion With a single mind we take refuge in the Buddhas of the three times. Homage to the past Buddha Vipaśyin. Homage to the Buddha Śikhin. Homage to the Buddha Viśvabhū. Homage to the Buddha Krakucchanda. Homage to the Buddha Kanakamuni. Homage to the Buddha Kāśyapa. Homage to our fundamental teacher, the Buddha Śākyamuni. Homage to the future Buddha, the Honored One Maitreya.

1. Refuge in the Three Jewels歸依三寶

Chinese Source

一切諸佛愍念眾生,為說水懺道場總法。佛言:眾生垢重,何人無罪?何者無愆?凡夫愚行無明闇覆,親近惡友煩惱亂心,立性無知恣心自恃,不信十方諸佛、不信尊法聖僧,不孝父母六親眷屬,盛年放逸以自憍𭝟,貪一切財寶、貪一切歌樂、貪一切女色,心生貪戀意起煩惱,親近非聖媟狎惡友,不知懺悔。或殺害一切眾生、或飲酒昏迷,無智慧心,今日披誠一一懺悔。過去諸罪、現作眾惡,今日志誠悉皆懺悔,未作之罪不敢更作。弟子某甲等,今日志心歸依十方盡虛空界一切諸佛、諸大菩薩、辟支羅漢四果四向、梵王帝釋、天龍八部一切聖眾,願垂證鑒。 南無毘盧遮那佛 南無本師釋迦牟尼佛 南無阿彌陀佛 南無彌勒佛 南無龍種上尊王佛 南無龍自在王佛 南無寶勝佛 南無覺華定自在王佛 南無袈裟幢佛 南無師子吼佛 南無文殊師利菩薩 南無普賢菩薩 南無大勢至菩薩 南無地藏菩薩 南無大莊嚴菩薩 南無觀自在菩薩 禮諸佛已,次復懺悔。夫欲禮懺,必須先敬三寶。所以然者?三寶即是一切眾生良友福田,若能歸向者則滅無量罪、長無量福,能令行者離生死苦、得解脫樂。是故弟子某甲等,歸依十方盡虛空界一切諸佛 歸依十方盡虛空界一切尊法 歸依十方盡虛空界一切聖僧

Ru-Yi Translation

All the Buddhas, mindful of living beings with compassion, have spoken this comprehensive rite of the Water Repentance. The Buddha said: living beings are heavy with defilement — who among them is without fault? Who is without transgression? The ordinary person acts foolishly, covered in the darkness of ignorance; drawing close to bad companions, their afflictions throw the mind into confusion; fixed in their nature and without understanding, they indulge the mind and rely only on themselves. They have no faith in the Buddhas of the ten directions, no faith in the venerable Dharma or the noble Saṅgha; they are unfilial to their parents and their kin. In the prime of life they grow reckless and arrogant, greedy for every kind of wealth, greedy for every kind of song and music, greedy for the beauty of every woman; desire and attachment arise in the mind, afflictions stir, and they draw close to unworthy and dissolute companions, not knowing how to repent. Some kill and harm every kind of living being; some grow stupefied with wine, lacking any wisdom of mind. Today we bare our sincerity and confess these, one by one. Every fault of the past, every evil act committed now — today, with utmost sincerity, we confess them all, and we dare not commit again what we have not yet committed. We disciples, today with sincere mind, take refuge in all the Buddhas throughout the ten directions and the whole reach of empty space, in all the great bodhisattvas, in the pratyekabuddhas and arhats of the four fruits and four approaches, in Brahmā and Śakra, and in all the noble assembly of the eightfold host of gods and dragons — may they bear witness and look upon us. Homage to the Buddha Vairocana. Homage to our fundamental teacher, the Buddha Śākyamuni. Homage to the Buddha Amitābha. Homage to the Buddha Maitreya. Homage to the Buddha King of the Dragon Race, Most Honored. Homage to the Buddha King of Sovereign Dragons. Homage to the Buddha Ratnaśrī. Homage to the Buddha King Ever Still in the Samādhi of the Awakening-Flower. Homage to the Buddha Banner of the Kāṣāya Robe. Homage to the Buddha Lion's Roar. Homage to the Bodhisattva Mañjuśrī. Homage to the Bodhisattva Samantabhadra. Homage to the Bodhisattva Mahāsthāmaprāpta. Homage to the Bodhisattva Kṣitigarbha. Homage to the Bodhisattva of Great Adornment. Homage to the Bodhisattva Avalokiteśvara. Having paid homage to the Buddhas, we next continue with confession. Whoever wishes to bow in repentance must first revere the Three Jewels. Why is this so? The Three Jewels are the good friend and field of merit for every living being; whoever can turn and take refuge in them will extinguish immeasurable faults and grow immeasurable merit, and can bring the practitioner out of the suffering of birth and death into the joy of liberation. For this reason, we disciples take refuge in all the Buddhas throughout the ten directions and the whole reach of empty space; we take refuge in all the venerable Dharma throughout the ten directions and the whole reach of empty space; we take refuge in all the noble Saṅgha throughout the ten directions and the whole reach of empty space.

Reading note — Ru-Yi Meditation Center

The sixteen-name roll call that appears here — opening with Vairocana and Śākyamuni and closing with Avalokiteśvara — recurs verbatim more than a dozen times across all three fascicles of this liturgy, always marking the boundary between one completed act of confession and the next. It is not a one-time invocation but a structural device, functioning the way a refrain functions in a hymn: a fixed point a chanting assembly returns to again and again. This translation gives the full list every time it occurs rather than shortening it after its first appearance, since the repetition itself is part of how the rite paces a practitioner through hours of sustained confession.

2. The Sevenfold Mind七種心

Chinese Source

弟子今日所以懺悔者,正言無始以來在凡夫地,莫問貴賤罪自無量,或因三業而生罪、或從六根而起過、或以內心自邪思惟、或藉外境起於染著,如是乃至十惡,增長八萬四千諸塵勞門。然其罪相雖復無量,大而為悟不出有三:一者煩惱、二者是業、三者是果報。此三種法能障聖道及以人天勝妙好事,是故經中目為三障,所以諸佛菩薩教作方便,懺悔除滅此三障者,則六根十惡乃至八萬四千諸塵勞門皆悉清淨。是故弟子某甲等,今日運此增上勝心懺悔三障。欲滅三障者,當用何等心可令此障滅除?先當興七種心以為方便,然後此障乃可得滅。何等為七?一者慚愧、二者恐怖、三者厭離、四者發菩提心、五者怨親平等、六者念報佛恩、七者觀罪性空。第一慚愧者,自惟我與釋迦如來同為凡夫,而今世尊成道以來已經爾所塵沙劫數,而我等相與耽染六塵輪轉生死永無出期,此實天下可慚可愧可羞可恥。第二恐怖者,既是凡夫身口意業常與罪相應,以是因緣命終之後,應墮地獄、畜生、餓鬼受無量苦,如此實為可驚可恐可怖可懼。第三厭離者,相與常觀生死之中,唯有無常苦空無我,不淨虛假如水上泡速起速滅,往來流轉猶如車輪,生老病死八苦交煎無時暫息。眾等相與但觀自身,從頭至足其中但有三十六物,髮毛爪齒、眵淚涕唾、垢汗二便、皮膚血肉、筋脈骨髓、肪膏腦膜、脾腎心肺、肝膽腸胃、赤白痰癊、生熟二藏,如是九孔常流。是故經言:此身眾苦所集,一切皆是不淨。何有智慧者而當樂此身?生死既有如此種種惡法,甚可患厭。第四發菩提心者,經言:當樂佛身。佛身者即法身也。從無量功德智慧生、從六波羅蜜生、從慈悲喜捨生、從三十七助菩提法生、從如是等種種功德智慧生如來身。欲得此身者,當發菩提心求一切種智常樂我淨薩婆若果,淨佛國土成就眾生,於身命財無所悋惜。第五怨親平等者,於一切眾生起慈悲心無彼我相。何以故爾?若見怨異於親即是分別,以分別故起諸相著,相著因緣生諸煩惱,煩惱因緣造諸惡業,惡業因緣故得苦果。第六念報佛恩者,如來往昔無量劫中,捨頭目髓腦支節手足、國城妻子、象馬七珍,為我等故修諸苦行。此恩此德實難酬報,是故經言:若以頂戴兩肩荷負,於恒沙劫亦不能報。我等欲報如是恩者,當於此世勇猛精進,捍勞忍苦不惜身命,建立三寶弘通大乘,廣化眾生同入正覺。第七觀罪性空者,罪無自性從因緣生,顛倒而有。既從因緣而生,則可從因緣而滅。從因緣而生者,狎近惡友造作無端。從因緣而滅者,即是今日洗心懺悔。是故經言:此罪性不在內、不在外、不在中間。故知此罪從本是空。生如是等七種心已,緣想十方諸佛賢聖,擎拳合掌,披陳至到慚愧改革,舒歷心肝洗蕩腸胃。如此懺悔,亦何罪而不滅,亦何福而不生。若復不爾,悠悠緩縱情慮躁動,徒自勞形於事何益?且復人命無常喻如轉燭,一息不還便同灰壤。三塗苦報即身膺受,不可以錢財寶貨囑託求脫,杳杳冥冥恩赦無期,獨嬰此苦無代受者。莫言我今生中無有此罪,所以不能懇禱懺悔。經中謂言:凡夫之人,舉足動步無非是罪。又復過去生中皆悉成就無量惡業,追逐行者如影隨形,若不懺悔罪惡日深。故知包藏瑕疵,佛不許可;說悔先罪,淨名所尚。故使長淪苦海,實由隱覆。是故弟子某甲,今日發露懺悔不復覆藏。

Ru-Yi Translation

The reason we disciples confess today is precisely this: since beginningless time, dwelling in the stage of the ordinary person, our faults — noble or humble makes no difference — have been without measure, whether arising from the three kinds of karma, or springing from the six sense-faculties, or born of the mind's own distorted thinking, or provoked by attachment to external conditions — extending in this way as far as the ten evils, and multiplying into the eighty-four thousand gates of worldly affliction. Yet although the marks of these faults are themselves without measure, in their broad outline they come down to no more than three: first, affliction; second, karma; and third, retribution. These three things are able to obstruct the noble path and every excellent, wondrous good in the human and heavenly realms, and for this reason the sūtras name them the three obstructions. This is why the Buddhas and bodhisattvas teach the skillful means of confession — for whoever confesses and eliminates these three obstructions, the six sense-faculties, the ten evils, and even the eighty-four thousand gates of worldly affliction are all made pure. For this reason, we disciples today set this exalted and excellent mind in motion to confess the three obstructions. If one wishes to eliminate the three obstructions, what state of mind must be used to make this elimination possible? One must first arouse a sevenfold mind as the skillful means, and only then can this obstruction be eliminated. What are the seven? First, shame; second, dread; third, revulsion; fourth, the arising of the awakening-mind; fifth, impartiality toward friend and enemy alike; sixth, remembering to repay the Buddha's kindness; and seventh, contemplating that the nature of fault is empty. First, shame: reflect that we and the Tathāgata Śākyamuni were once alike, both ordinary beings — and yet since the World-Honored One attained the Way, so many kalpas as numerous as motes of dust have already passed, while we ourselves remain steeped in attachment to the six sense-objects, turning through birth and death with never an end in sight. This is truly, in all the world, a thing to be ashamed of, a thing to feel shame and disgrace over. Second, dread: being ordinary beings, our deeds of body, speech, and mind are constantly bound up with fault, and because of this, when our lives come to an end, we are bound to fall into the hells, or among the animals, or among the hungry ghosts, to undergo immeasurable suffering. This is truly a thing to be alarmed at, a thing to fear and dread. Third, revulsion: let us together constantly contemplate that within birth and death there is only impermanence, suffering, emptiness, and no-self — impure and unreal, like a bubble on the surface of water, arising and vanishing in an instant, coming and going in a cycle like a turning wheel, with the eight sufferings of birth, old age, sickness, and death pressing in together without a moment's rest. Let us together simply contemplate our own bodies: from head to foot there are only thirty-six substances within them — hair, body-hair, nails, and teeth; rheum, tears, mucus, and spittle; grime, sweat, and the two excretions; skin, flesh, and blood; sinews, veins, bones, and marrow; fat, grease, brain, and membrane; spleen, kidneys, heart, and lungs; liver, gall, intestines, and stomach; red and white phlegm; the raw and the ripe storehouses of digestion — flowing constantly from the nine orifices in this way. This is why the sūtra says: this body is a heap of many sufferings, and all of it is impure. What person of wisdom could take pleasure in this body? Since birth and death contain so many kinds of evil in this way, they are truly worth being weary of and turning away from. Fourth, the arising of the awakening-mind: the sūtra says, one should delight in the Buddha's body. The Buddha's body is precisely the Dharma-body — born from immeasurable merit and wisdom, born from the six perfections, born from loving-kindness, compassion, sympathetic joy, and equanimity, born from the thirty-seven factors that aid awakening, born, in this way, from every kind of merit and wisdom, this body of the Tathāgata comes to be. Whoever wishes to attain this body should arouse the awakening-mind, seeking the fruit of omniscience — all-knowing wisdom, eternal, blissful, true self, and pure — purifying buddha-lands and bringing living beings to fulfillment, begrudging nothing of body, life, or possessions. Fifth, impartiality toward friend and enemy: arouse a mind of loving-kindness and compassion toward all living beings, without the notion of "other" or "self." Why is this so? To regard an enemy as different from a friend is itself discrimination; because of this discrimination, various attachments to appearances arise; because of the attachment to appearances, various afflictions arise; because of the afflictions, various evil karma is created; and because of that evil karma, a bitter fruit is obtained. Sixth, remembering to repay the Buddha's kindness: throughout immeasurable kalpas in the past, the Tathāgata gave up his head, eyes, marrow, and brain, his limbs, hands, and feet, his kingdoms, cities, wife and children, his elephants, horses, and the seven treasures, and practiced every manner of austerity for our sake. This kindness and this virtue are truly hard to repay — the sūtra says that even if one carried him on the crown of one's head or bore him on both shoulders for kalpas as numerous as the sands of the river, one still could not repay it. If we wish to repay such kindness, we should, in this present life, advance with courage and diligence, enduring hardship and bearing suffering without begrudging body or life, establishing the Three Jewels and spreading the Great Vehicle widely, broadly transforming living beings so that they enter true awakening together. Seventh, contemplating that the nature of fault is empty: fault has no nature of its own — it arises from causes and conditions, existing only through inverted thinking. Since it arises from causes and conditions, it can also be extinguished through causes and conditions. What arises from causes and conditions is this: drawing close to bad companions and committing acts without end. What is extinguished through causes and conditions is this: washing the mind clean through confession, here and today. This is why the sūtra says: the nature of this fault is not within, not without, and not in between. Hence we know that this fault, from its very root, is empty. Having aroused these seven kinds of mind, we turn our thoughts toward the Buddhas and sages of the ten directions, raise our clasped hands together, and lay bare our utmost shame, resolving to change — opening wide our very heart and liver, washing clean our very entrails. Confessing in this way, what fault could fail to be extinguished, and what merit could fail to be born? But if instead we drift along carelessly, indulging our thoughts, restless and agitated, what benefit is there in merely exhausting the body over such things? Moreover, human life is impermanent, like a candle guttering in the wind — let one breath fail to return, and the body is at once the same as ash and dust. The bitter retribution of the three evil destinies is received by this very body, and it cannot be bought off with money, treasure, or bribery; in that dim and hidden place there is no fixed term for a pardon, and one alone must bear that suffering, with no one to bear it in one's place. Do not say: in this present life I have no such fault, and so I need not earnestly implore and confess. The sūtra says: for the ordinary person, there is not a single step taken, not a single movement made, that is without fault. And moreover, in past lives we have each already accomplished immeasurable evil karma, which pursues the one who bears it as a shadow follows a form — and if one does not confess it, the fault only deepens day by day. Hence we know that to conceal one's own flaws is something the Buddha does not permit; to speak of repenting one's past faults is what Vimalakīrti himself esteemed. That we should sink for so long in the sea of suffering is, in truth, entirely because we have kept them hidden. For this reason, we disciples today lay bare our faults in confession, and conceal them no longer.

Reading note — Ru-Yi Meditation Center

The seven attitudes set out here are worth reading as a deliberate psychological sequence rather than a list of synonyms for remorse. Shame and dread are aversive — they make the practitioner unwilling to continue as before. Revulsion, built on the standard meditation on the body's thirty-six impure substances, undercuts the attachment that fuels wrongdoing in the first place. But the sequence does not stop at aversion: the arising of the awakening-mind and impartiality toward friend and enemy alike turn the practitioner outward, toward the good they are moving into rather than only the fault they are moving away from, before gratitude toward the Buddha and the contemplation of fault's emptiness close the sequence on doctrinal ground. A repentance built only on the first three of these seven would risk collapsing into scrupulous anxiety; the text's own architecture guards against that by insisting the mind move all the way through to emptiness before confession proper begins.

3. Confessing the Obstruction of Affliction懺悔煩惱障

Chinese Source

所言三障者,一曰煩惱、二名為業、三是果報。此三種法更相由藉,因煩惱故所以起諸惡業,惡業因緣故得苦果。是故弟子某甲今日至心懺悔,第一先應懺悔煩惱障,而此煩惱皆從意起。所以者何?意業起故,則身與口隨之而動。意業有三:一者慳貪、二者瞋恚、三者癡闇。由癡闇故,起諸邪見、造諸不善。是故經言:貪瞋癡業,能令眾生墮於地獄、餓鬼、畜生受苦。若生人中,得貧窮孤露兇很頑鈍、愚迷無知諸煩惱報。意業既有如此惡果,是故某甲等今日至心歸命諸佛,求哀懺悔。夫此煩惱,諸佛菩薩入理聖人種種訶責,亦名此煩惱以為怨家。何以故?能斷眾生慧命根故。亦名此煩惱以之為賊,能劫眾生諸善法故。亦名此煩惱以為瀑河,能漂眾生入於生死大苦海故。亦名此煩惱以為𭝟鎖,能繫眾生於生死獄不能得出故。所以六道牽連、四生不絕,惡業無窮、苦果不息,當知皆是煩惱過患。是故今日運此增上善心求哀懺悔。某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,或在人天六道受報,有此心識常懷愚惑繁滿胸臆,或因三毒根造一切罪、或因三漏造一切罪、或因三苦造一切罪、或緣三倒造一切罪、或貪三有造一切罪,如是等罪無量無邊,惱亂一切六道四生,今日慚愧皆悉懺悔。又復某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,或因四識住造一切罪、或因四流造一切罪、或因四取造一切罪、或因四執造一切罪、或因四緣造一切罪、或因四大造一切罪、或因四縛造一切罪、或因四貪造一切罪、或因四生造一切罪,如是等罪無量無邊,惱亂六道一切眾生,今日慚愧皆悉懺悔。又復某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,或因五住地煩惱造一切罪、或因五蓋造一切罪、或因五慳造一切罪、或因五見造一切罪、或因五心造一切罪,如是等煩惱無量無邊,惱亂六道一切眾生,今日發露皆悉懺悔。又復某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,或因六情根造一切罪、或因六識造一切罪、或因六想造一切罪、或因六受造一切罪、或因六行造一切罪、或因六愛造一切罪、或因六疑造一切罪,如是等煩惱無量無邊,惱亂六道一切眾生,今日慚愧發露皆悉懺悔。又復某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,或因七漏造一切罪、或因七使造一切罪、或因八倒造一切罪、或因八垢造一切罪、或因八苦造一切罪,如是等煩惱無量無邊,惱亂六道一切眾生,今日發露皆悉懺悔。又復某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,或因九惱造一切罪、或因九結造一切罪、或因九緣造一切罪,或因十煩惱造一切罪、或因十纏造一切罪,或因十一遍使造一切罪,或因十二入造一切罪,或因十六知見造一切罪,或因十八界造一切罪,或因二十五我造一切罪,或因六十二見造一切罪,或因見諦思惟九十八使百八煩惱晝夜熾然,開諸漏門造一切罪,惱亂賢聖及以四生,遍滿三界、彌亘六道無處可避。今日至禱向十方佛尊法聖眾,慚愧發露,皆悉懺悔。願某甲等承是懺悔,三毒一切煩惱所生功德,生生世世,三慧明、三達朗,三苦滅、三願滿。願承是懺悔,四識等一切煩惱所生功德,生生世世,廣四等心、立四信業,滅四惡趣、得四無畏。願承是懺悔五蓋等諸煩惱所生功德,度五道、豎五根,淨五眼、成五分。願承是懺悔六受等諸煩惱所生功德,生生世世,具足六神通、滿足六度業,不為六塵惑,常行六妙行。又願承是懺悔七漏八垢九結十纏等一切諸煩惱所生功德,生生世世,坐七淨華、洗八解水、具九斷智、成十地行。願以懺悔十一遍使及十二入十八界等一切諸煩惱所生功德,願十一空能解常用栖心自在,能轉十二行法輪,具足十八不共之法,無量功德一切圓滿。發願已,歸命禮諸佛。 南無毘盧遮那佛 南無本師釋迦牟尼佛 南無阿彌陀佛 南無彌勒佛 南無龍種上尊王佛 南無龍自在王佛 南無寶勝佛 南無覺華定自在王佛 南無袈裟幢佛 南無師子吼佛 南無文殊師利菩薩 南無普賢菩薩 南無大勢至菩薩 南無地藏菩薩 南無大莊嚴菩薩 南無觀自在菩薩

Ru-Yi Translation

As for what is called the three obstructions: the first is named affliction, the second is named karma, and the third is retribution. These three things depend upon one another in turn — because of affliction, various evil karma arises; because of that evil karma, a bitter fruit is obtained. For this reason, we disciples, with utmost sincerity, confess today — and first of all we should confess the obstruction of affliction, for this affliction arises entirely from the mind. Why is this so? Because it is the karma of mind that arises first, and the body and speech move in accordance with it afterward. The karma of mind is threefold: first, stinginess and greed; second, hatred and anger; third, delusion and darkness. Because of delusion and darkness, various wrong views arise, and various unwholesome deeds are committed. This is why the sūtra says: the karma of greed, hatred, and delusion can cause living beings to fall into the hells, among the hungry ghosts, and among the animals, to undergo suffering; and if born among humans, they receive the afflicted retributions of poverty, destitution, viciousness, obstinacy and dullness, and foolish confusion without understanding. Since the karma of mind bears such evil fruit, we disciples today, with utmost sincerity, take refuge in the Buddhas, and beg for mercy in confession. Now, this affliction has been reproached in many ways by the Buddhas, bodhisattvas, and sages who have entered into the principle. It is also called an enemy, because it can sever the very root of beings' life of wisdom. It is also called a thief, because it can plunder away all the wholesome qualities of beings. It is also called a raging river, because it can sweep beings away into the great bitter ocean of birth and death. It is also called a halter and chain, because it can fetter beings within the prison of birth and death so that they cannot escape. This is why the six destinies drag on without release, the four modes of birth never cease, evil karma is endless, and bitter fruit never rests — know that all of this is the fault and calamity of affliction. For this reason, today we set this exalted, wholesome mind in motion, and beg for mercy in confession. We disciples, from beginningless time until this very day, whether receiving retribution among humans and gods or in the six destinies, have carried this same consciousness, forever harboring folly and confusion that fills the breast — whether committing every fault rooted in the three poisons, or committing every fault caused by the three fluxes, or committing every fault caused by the three sufferings, or committing every fault conditioned by the three inversions, or committing every fault through craving the three realms of existence — faults of this kind are immeasurable and boundless, vexing and confusing all beings of the six destinies and the four modes of birth. Today, in shame, we confess them all. Furthermore, we disciples, from beginningless time until this very day, whether committing every fault caused by the four abodes of consciousness, or by the four floods, or by the four kinds of grasping, or by the four attachments, or by the four conditions, or by the four elements, or by the four bonds, or by the four cravings, or by the four modes of birth — faults of this kind are immeasurable and boundless, vexing and confusing all beings of the six destinies. Today, in shame, we confess them all. Furthermore, we disciples, from beginningless time until this very day, whether committing every fault caused by the five afflictions of the abiding-grounds, or by the five hindrances, or by the five kinds of stinginess, or by the five wrong views, or by the five defiled mental states — afflictions of this kind are immeasurable and boundless, vexing and confusing all beings of the six destinies. Today, we lay them all bare in confession. Furthermore, we disciples, from beginningless time until this very day, whether committing every fault caused by the six sense-roots, or by the six consciousnesses, or by the six perceptions, or by the six sensations, or by the six formations, or by the six cravings, or by the six doubts — afflictions of this kind are immeasurable and boundless, vexing and confusing all beings of the six destinies. Today, in shame, we lay them all bare and confess them. Furthermore, we disciples, from beginningless time until this very day, whether committing every fault caused by the seven fluxes, or by the seven latent tendencies, or by the eight inversions, or by the eight defilements, or by the eight sufferings — afflictions of this kind are immeasurable and boundless, vexing and confusing all beings of the six destinies. Today, we lay them all bare in confession. Furthermore, we disciples, from beginningless time until this very day — whether committing every fault caused by the nine vexations, the nine fetters, or the nine conditions; or by the ten afflictions, or the ten entanglements; or by the eleven pervasive latent tendencies; or by the twelve sense-fields; or by the sixteen forms of knowledge-and-view; or by the eighteen elements; or by the twenty-five forms of self; or by the sixty-two views; or by opening every gate of the fluxes through the ninety-eight latent tendencies and the hundred-and-eight afflictions that blaze day and night in the truths as directly seen and as further cultivated — vexing sages and every mode of birth alike, filling the three realms entirely and stretching across all six destinies, with nowhere to escape. Today we implore, turning toward the Buddhas, the venerable Dharma, and the noble assembly of the ten directions, and in shame we lay bare and confess all of this. We pray that, by the merit born of confessing the three poisons and every affliction, we disciples may, in life after life, gain brightness in the three kinds of wisdom and clarity in the three penetrations, extinguish the three sufferings, and fulfill the three vows. We pray that, by the merit born of confessing the four abodes of consciousness and every affliction, we may, in life after life, extend the four immeasurable minds, establish the four bases of confidence, extinguish the four evil destinies, and attain the four fearlessnesses. We pray that, by the merit born of confessing the five hindrances and the other afflictions, we may cross over the five destinies, raise up the five faculties, purify the five eyes, and perfect the five dharma-bodies. We pray that, by the merit born of confessing the six sensations and the other afflictions, we may, in life after life, be fully endowed with the six supernormal powers, fulfill the practice of the six perfections, never be confused by the six sense-objects, and constantly practice the six wondrous conducts. We further pray that, by the merit born of confessing the seven fluxes, the eight defilements, the nine fetters, the ten entanglements, and every other affliction, we may, in life after life, sit upon the seven pure lotus-flowers, be washed by the water of the eight liberations, be endowed with the wisdom that cuts off affliction at the nine stages, and accomplish the practice of the ten grounds. We pray that, by the merit born of confessing the eleven pervasive latent tendencies, the twelve sense-fields, the eighteen elements, and every other affliction, we may be freed through the eleven emptinesses, dwell the mind always at ease, turn the twelvefold wheel of the Dharma, be endowed with the eighteen unique qualities of a Buddha, and bring every immeasurable merit to complete fulfillment. Having made this vow, we take refuge in and pay homage to the Buddhas. Homage to the Buddha Vairocana. Homage to our fundamental teacher, the Buddha Śākyamuni. Homage to the Buddha Amitābha. Homage to the Buddha Maitreya. Homage to the Buddha King of the Dragon Race, Most Honored. Homage to the Buddha King of Sovereign Dragons. Homage to the Buddha Ratnaśrī. Homage to the Buddha King Ever Still in the Samādhi of the Awakening-Flower. Homage to the Buddha Banner of the Kāṣāya Robe. Homage to the Buddha Lion's Roar. Homage to the Bodhisattva Mañjuśrī. Homage to the Bodhisattva Samantabhadra. Homage to the Bodhisattva Mahāsthāmaprāpta. Homage to the Bodhisattva Kṣitigarbha. Homage to the Bodhisattva of Great Adornment. Homage to the Bodhisattva Avalokiteśvara.

Reading note — Ru-Yi Meditation Center

The climbing numerical list in this section — three poisons, four floods, five hindrances, and onward through the categories up to the hundred and eight afflictions — is characteristic of Abhidharma-influenced Chinese Buddhist literature, where doctrine is organized into fixed numbered sets as a memory and teaching device rather than argued through in prose. Some of the individual terms here (the "four floods," the "eleven pervasive latent tendencies," the specific inventory behind "twenty-five forms of self") come from technical scholastic distinctions that would need a dedicated glossary to unpack fully; this translation renders each one as literally and consistently as English allows rather than either expanding each into an explanatory paraphrase or collapsing the list with "and so on," since the text's own rhetorical strategy is precisely to make the practitioner feel the sheer, exhausting comprehensiveness of what is being confessed.

4. The Nature of True Repentance, and Confessing the Karma of Mind論懺悔、懺意業

Chinese Source

禮諸佛已,次復懺悔。夫論懺悔者,本是改往修來、滅惡興善。人之居世,誰能無過?學人失念尚起煩惱,羅漢結習動身口業,豈況凡夫而當無過?但智者先覺便能改悔,愚者覆藏遂使滋蔓,所以積習長夜曉悟無期。若能慚愧發露懺悔者,豈唯止是滅罪,亦復增長無量功德,竪立如來涅槃妙果。若欲行此法者,先當外肅形儀瞻奉尊像,內起敬意緣於想法,懇切至禱生二種心。何等為二?一者自念:我此形命難可常保,一朝散壞,不知此身何時可復?若復不值諸佛賢聖,忽逢惡友造眾罪業,復應墮落深坑險趣。二者自念:我此生中雖得值遇如來正法,不為佛法紹繼聖種,淨身口意善法自居。而今我等私自作惡而復覆藏,言他不知謂彼不見,隱慝在心傲然無愧。此實天下愚惑之甚。即今現有十方諸佛諸大菩薩諸天神仙,何曾不以清淨天眼見於我等所作罪惡。又復幽顯靈祇,注記罪福纖毫無差。夫論作罪之人,命終之後,牛頭獄卒錄其精神,在閻羅王所辯覈是非。當爾之時,一切怨對皆來證據,各言:汝先屠戮我身炮煮蒸炙,或先剝奪於我一切財寶、離我眷屬,我於今日始得汝便。於時現前證據,何得敢諱?唯應甘心分受宿殃。如經所明,地獄之中不枉治人。若其平素所作眾罪心自忘失者,臨命終時造惡之處,一切諸相皆現在前,各言:汝昔在於我邊作如是罪,今何得諱?是時作罪之人無藏隱處。於是閻羅王切齒訶責將付地獄,歷無量劫求出莫由。此事不遠、不關他人,正是我身自作自受。雖父子至親,一旦對至,無代受者。我等相與得此人身,體無眾疾,各自努力與性命競,大怖至時悔無所及,是故至心求哀懺悔。某甲等自從無始以來至于今日,積聚無明障蔽心目,隨煩惱性造三世罪,或耽染愛著起貪欲煩惱、或瞋恚忿怒懷害煩惱、或心憒惛懵不了煩惱、或我慢自高輕傲煩惱、疑惑正道猶豫煩惱、謗無因果邪見煩惱、不識緣假著我煩惱、迷於三世執斷常煩惱、朋狎惡法起見取煩惱、僻稟邪師造戒取煩惱,乃至一切等四執橫計煩惱,今日至誠悉皆懺悔。又復無始以來至于今日,守惜堅著起慳悋煩惱、不攝六情奢誕煩惱、心行弊惡不忍煩惱、怠惰緩縱不勤煩惱、疑慮躁動覺觀煩惱、觸境迷惑無知解煩惱、隨世八風生彼我煩惱、諂曲面譽不直心煩惱、獷強難觸不調和煩惱、易忿難悅多舍恨煩惱、嫉妬擊刺很戾煩惱、凶險暴害慘毒煩惱、乖背聖諦執相煩惱、於苦集滅道生顛倒煩惱、隨從生死十二因緣輪轉煩惱,乃至無始無明住地恒沙煩惱、起四住地構於三界苦果煩惱,無量無邊,惱亂賢聖六道四生,今日發露向十方佛尊法聖眾皆悉懺悔。願某甲等承是懺悔意業所起貪瞋癡等一切煩惱所生功德,生生世世,折憍慢幢、竭愛欲水,滅瞋恚火、破愚癡暗,拔斷疑根、裂諸見網,深識三界猶如牢獄、四大毒蛇、五陰怨賊、六入空聚愛詐親善,修八聖道斷無明源,正向涅槃不休不息,三十七品心心相續。十波羅蜜常得現前。懺悔已,至心信禮常住三寶。

Ru-Yi Translation

Having paid homage to the Buddhas, we next continue with confession. As for confession itself: at its root it is simply this — to correct what is past and cultivate what is to come, to extinguish evil and raise up good. Living in this world, who among us can be without fault? Even a learner in training, losing mindfulness for a moment, still gives rise to affliction; even an arhat, through the lingering habits of past afflictions, still stirs deeds of body and speech — how much more, then, should an ordinary person expect to be without fault? Yet the wise, awakening to this early, are able to correct and repent, while the foolish conceal their faults and so let them spread and grow, so that the habits accumulate through a long night with no time of dawning ever in sight. If one can confess in shame and lay one's faults bare, this is not only enough to extinguish fault — it will also make immeasurable merit grow, and set up the wondrous fruit of the Tathāgata's nirvāṇa. Whoever wishes to practice this rite should first, outwardly, make solemn one's bearing and gaze reverently upon the sacred image, and inwardly arouse a reverent mind directed toward the Dharma, earnestly and sincerely giving rise to two kinds of thought. What are these two? First, reflect to oneself: this body and life of mine are hard to keep for long — once they scatter and are destroyed in a single morning, I do not know when this body may be regained. And if I should then fail to encounter the Buddhas and sages, and instead suddenly meet with bad companions and commit every kind of evil karma, I would again fall into a deep pit, into a perilous destiny. Second, reflect to oneself: although in this life I have been fortunate enough to encounter the Tathāgata's true Dharma, I have not, for the sake of the Buddha-dharma, continued the lineage of the sages, nor kept myself dwelling in wholesome ways with body, speech, and mind purified. And yet now we secretly commit evil and then conceal it, saying that others do not know, supposing that they do not see — hiding our wrongdoing in the heart, arrogant and without any shame. This is truly, in all the world, the very height of foolish confusion. For even now, the Buddhas of the ten directions, the great bodhisattvas, and all the gods and spirits — when have they ever failed to see, with their pure heavenly eye, every evil deed that we have done? And moreover, the hidden and manifest numinous spirits record fault and merit without the smallest discrepancy. Consider, then, the one who has committed a fault: when his life comes to an end, the ox-headed jailers of hell will seize his spirit, and bring it before King Yama's tribunal to be examined and judged, right and wrong. At that time, every wronged party will come forward as witness, each one saying: "You once slaughtered my body, roasted, boiled, steamed, and broiled it," or "you once stripped away all my wealth and separated me from my kin — today at last I have gotten hold of you." At the moment such evidence stands before him, how could he dare deny it? He can only resign himself and accept his share of that long-standing calamity. As the sūtra makes clear, within the hells no one is punished unjustly. And even if a person has, in ordinary life, forgotten in his own mind the many faults he has committed, then when his life is about to end, every scene and mark of the place where the evil was done will appear before him all at once, each one saying: "Long ago, beside me, you committed such-and-such a fault — how can you deny it now?" At that time, the one who committed the fault has nowhere left to hide. Thereupon King Yama, gnashing his teeth in reproach, hands him over to the hells, from which he seeks release through immeasurable kalpas and finds no way out. This matter is not far off, and it concerns no one else — it is precisely one's own self, acting and receiving the consequence oneself. Even between father and son, the closest of kin, once this reckoning arrives, there is no one to bear it in another's place. We who together have obtained this human body, our bodies free of every affliction, should each strive with all our strength while we still contend for our very life — for once the great terror arrives, regret will come too late. For this reason, with utmost sincerity, we beg for mercy in confession. We disciples, from beginningless time until this very day, have accumulated ignorance that has obstructed and darkened the eye of the mind, and, following the nature of affliction, have committed faults across the three periods of time — whether through the affliction of craving and greed, born of indulgent attachment; or the affliction of hatred and rage, harboring the intent to harm; or the affliction of a mind confused and befuddled, unable to understand; or the affliction of pride and arrogance, exalting oneself and despising others; or the affliction of hesitation, doubting the true path; or the affliction of wrong view, denying cause and effect; or the affliction of clinging to a self, not recognizing conditioned things as provisional; or the affliction of clinging to annihilationism or eternalism, confused about the three periods of time; or the affliction of the view of grasping at views, arising from consorting with evil teachings; or the affliction of the view of grasping at wrong precepts and observances, arising from wrongly following a false teacher — extending even to every kind of affliction born of the four false attachments and misguided reckoning. Today, with utmost sincerity, we confess all of these. Furthermore, from beginningless time until this very day, we have given rise to the affliction of miserliness, clinging tightly and holding fast; the affliction of dissipation, failing to restrain the six faculties; the affliction of cruelty, a mind and conduct too wicked to bear; the affliction of idleness, slack and unrestrained, without diligence; the affliction of restless deliberation, doubt-ridden and agitated; the affliction of ignorance, confused whenever meeting any object; the affliction of self-and-other, following after the eight worldly winds; the affliction of flattery, praising to the face without an upright heart; the affliction of obstinacy, harsh and unyielding, refusing to be reconciled; the affliction of easy anger and hard-won pleasure, quick to hold a grudge; the affliction of jealousy, cutting and contentious in nature; the affliction of cruelty and violence, savage and poisonous; the affliction of clinging to appearances, turning one's back on the noble truths; the affliction of inverted thinking regarding suffering, its origin, its cessation, and the path; the affliction of turning through the twelve links of dependent origination in the cycle of birth and death; extending even to the afflictions, numerous as the sands of the river, of the beginningless ground of ignorance, and the afflictions born from the four abiding-grounds that construct the bitter fruit of the three realms — immeasurable and boundless, vexing and confusing the sages and the six destinies and four modes of birth alike. Today we lay them bare, and before the Buddhas, the venerable Dharma, and the noble assembly of the ten directions, we confess them all. We pray that, by the merit born of confessing every affliction arisen from the karma of mind — greed, hatred, delusion, and the rest — we disciples may, in life after life, break the banner of arrogance, exhaust the waters of craving and desire, extinguish the fire of hatred, and shatter the darkness of delusion; uproot the very root of doubt, and tear apart every net of wrong view; understand deeply that the three realms are like a prison, the four elements like poisonous serpents, the five aggregates like enemies and thieves, and the six sense-fields like an empty village feigning friendship and deceiving affection; cultivate the eightfold noble path, cutting off the source of ignorance, and turn straight toward nirvāṇa without ceasing and without rest, the thirty-seven factors of awakening arising moment after unbroken moment in the mind, and the ten perfections ever present before us. Having confessed, with utmost sincerity we take refuge in and pay homage to the ever-abiding Three Jewels.

Reading note — Ru-Yi Meditation Center

The image of King Yama's underworld tribunal, with the ox-headed jailers and the wronged dead coming forward as witnesses, belongs to a distinctly Chinese bureaucratic vision of the afterlife layered onto Indian Buddhist karma theory — a court of law rather than an automatic natural process, complete with testimony, cross-examination, and a verdict that cannot be bought off. The text uses this vividly concrete imagery for a specific rhetorical purpose: karma theory stated abstractly ("actions have consequences") is easy to nod along with and forget; a courtroom scene where one's own victims appear to testify is much harder to file away. Read alongside the doctrinal enumeration of afflictions immediately before it, this section pairs Abhidharma's exhaustive analytical vocabulary with folk-religious narrative imagery in the same breath — one register for classifying the fault, another for making its consequence feel real.

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Chinese source: Taishō T1910, public domain. English translation and reading guide written for Ru-Yi Meditation Center. See also this site's note on translation method.